wow.

press play, then read. 

life is crazy isn't it?

like for real. 

I just came to a slight realization. people are a lot deeper than they let off. 

people get this look on their face every once in a while ready...

here look. 

you see that? 

just that little face, that little expression of emotion. 

It's that freaking tiny little smile people show sometimes. but thats not where the power lies, oh no. 

thats not where the beauty is. the emotion. again, the power. 

a simple smirk, eyes gleaming. it's not meant to be shown. when we see it, we're emotionally trespassing. 

but oh, it is a BEAUTIFUL TRESPASS. 

These faces, the pouring out of emotion, the happiness that is seen in the eyes from this look.

it's all about small things. people have said 'his face lit up when.. da da dadada...' 

It's my favorite. it's such a well kept secret being released vicariously through these squishy white planets inside our heads. 

and people keep these gorgeous things to themselves. tiny little smirks, and a biography in the eyes. 

so tell me. what makes you get this feeling? post anonymously . it'll feel good. trust me. 

Face It.

So that got me thinking. When people close to us screw us over or hurt us in some kind of way, we forgive them. 

When they screw us over again, we forgive them.

When they decide it'd be cool to screw us over again, we  forgive  them.

I think you get it. 

Hurtful relationships aren't good for us, yet we still suffer through them. But why? Why is it that humans thrive on hurt? I think we need to make a step towards letting people go. 

We need to work on saying "look... you suck as a friend. peace dude"

like, i dont even know. When will it get to the point where enough is enough an people can realize that suffering through getting hurt constantly isn't worth ANY amount of good that comes from a relationship?

So really, people. For yourselves.

If you feel like a friend is always hurting you, or anyone who's "close" to you...

FACE IT. 

you don't need that. get out. get out quick. 

There's better for you out there. I promise. 

Things You Wish You Never Heard

Somethings are like daggers in your ears and you wish they could be taken back and forgotten. Along the same lines, there are things you wish you never said. 

Tonight, a friend of mine for years upon years has destroyed our friendship with a simple conjuncture of words. This kid made a comment to me that was so unlike him, so hypocritical, and so across-the-line that he absolutely cannot and will not be forgiven. I forgive alot. This statement hurt so badly that it twisted my gut and I verbally exploded in a way that i lost control of myself in what i said in response. I have never felt that much disgust in something that someone has said to me before. 

The point is. Learn to let people/friends go on instinct, and learn when to stop giving second chances. Some people just aren't meant to be your friend. Face the truth as much as it sucks. 

...new post coming instantly.